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Parts 34
Time 3h 11m

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"Are you the devil?" 

"If you aren't a monster, then what are you? What can possibly be worse?"

"A mad man."


A Dan Howell fanfic.
Warning Triggers: explicit language, sexual content, mental institutions, mental illnesses, drug use, gore. Mature content, some might find offensive.


- Enjoy. ~

(Amazing cover by cliquot on Wattpad!)All Rights Reserved

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Not Without You by PhiaForTheWorld

(This is bad. im trying to edit this story but I have little time or patience. apologies to anyone reading this in 2019) n this story of terrible chapter titles and stupid moments that make people sick, we discover the life behind the videos as Dan and Phil face their toughest challenge yet.... Demon Phannies... lol jk this actually just a stupid story about a police officer that takes her love for Dan Howell just a tad bit too far... or maybe it's not her fault... (Cover by sparkly_peaches)

Broken Rules - Phan by glutenfreepoetry

Dan Howell had been at a Catholic school all of his life. He ate, breathed and lived as a good Christian boy should. However, it didn't fit him, he didn't feel right promising himself to a God he didn't fully believe in. With countless rules Dan wasn't sure he could live his life to eternally, he starts to wonder if this life is his, or his parents. Suddenly, as he begins to doubt everything he's ever been taught, a reformer is brought to St Patricia's, somebody who has the power to change everything; as cliche as it sounds. Dan begins to feel things he ought not to as a good Christian boy, but not every rule is okay to be broken. (triggers: religion, [like a crap ton, there will be good religious people and bad there will be representation of both trust me], death, homophobia, mild bodily harm [not self inflicted], boy x boy [legit what did you expect tho]) {additional trigger warnings will be added as the story progresses as I don't have it figured out lol whoops}

Alive (Phan) by danandphilgaymes

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excitement he never could have imagined. Through the good and the bad, Dan's new life thrills him and leaves him wondering ...what does it mean to truly be alive? pairs: Phan and KickTheStickz tw: language, sexual content, abuse, depression, death, suicide, medication, drugs, parents, alcohol ENTIRELY WRITTEN FROM DAN'S POV Note: This fic features no main character death, only mentions of death.

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

mad - d.h by hoodless_

short story ♡ '' dont be so afraid of me darling, we're all mad here. '' +++ in which a patient in a mental institution falls for his nurse. +++ a daniel james howell fanfic because why the fuck not? +++ !do not copy! +++ !mature! +++

Phan One Shots by HelloAnonymousWriter

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Fear || AmazingPhil by Nepeta_Vantas

{{ my best online friend Kimmi has been asking endlessly for an AmazingPhil fanfic from me, because she sadly cannot get Wattpad for unknown reasons. So this is for you Kim!}} We all have that one thing that scared us senseless, right? Darkness. The Boogey Man. Ghosts. But for one person... that came to life. His nightmare took the form of a human and haunted him. She was Phil Lester's living, breathing nightmare. Named Fear. Phil was too happy to be enjoyed by the Underworld, so they sent her up. Phil was afraid of being afraid, and that became his fear. When he started helping Fear, he didn't know it but every little detail about her was being engraved into his mind with the single word description. Despite her torturing her, he was happy for her. Before he knew it, Phil realised he had faced his fear long ago. The moment he made Fear smile, she was conquered. But... what was it that Phil now felt?

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Afire Love // Dan Howell by CastawayFangirl

"It's really nothing" "If it's nothing Dan, why are you trying to hide it from me?" When a major event happens, turning Dan's life upside down, he must accept the help of Phil and yourself despite having his defenses up in order to protect your potential relationship. What problems will you face? Will Dan's health affect you as well as himself? Will you put on a smile for him, even when you know of the negative outcome? Find out and enjoy :)

$Depressed | Phan {EDITING} by mi_cro_wave$

"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words -abuse -alcohol addiction -rape -murder ~ #144 in Fanfiction ~ completed - 25/9/16

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Depressed | Phan {EDITING} cover

Not Without You

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