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Suicide Notes

LaceyWeatherford

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Reads 21,637
Votes 1,303
Parts 36
Time 5h 25m

LaceyWeatherford

Mature

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"He wants her . . . but can he live with the lie he must tell to keep her?"

From Multi-Time #1 International and USA Today Bestselling Author, Lacey Weatherford, SUICIDE NOTES is a New Adult Contemporary Romance that will take you on an emotional ride with rocker bad boy, Caleb, and the girl he wants so badly, but can never have, Anna. "WOW! What a book!" - Laura Review for PRAATR

"I love the heartache, passion, love, and hot sizzle that this book has! Absolutely incredible story that left me wanting more, and by far one of my favorite "Lacey Weatherford" books yet!!" Christina Racich, Pretty Lil Page Turner

"The Secret will make you think and feel things you never could have imagined!" Raquel Ariemma, Roc n' Read

Struggling with the biggest secret of his life, Caleb McCord is slowly being ripped to shreds. Spending every waking minute seeking for ways to numb the pain, he's living at the bottom of a bottle.

Torn between love and the truth, Caleb resolves he can never tell anyone why his sister committed suicide - especially not Anna, his sister's best friend. Anna happens to be the lead singer of Caleb's
band, and he's been secretly in love with her for a while, despite their age difference. When Caleb finds Anna in his arms, turning to him for solace, he realizes his dream to be with her is closer than ever. He's certain, however, that if Anna ever finds out the truth he'll lose her forever - something he refuses to let happen.

But how can a new relationship hope to survive when it is built on lies? Despite his nagging guilt, Caleb knows he must keep this secret in the grave it's already buried in.

*NOTE: Recommended for ages 18+ due to mature themes and subject matter.
** This book was originally released under Lacey's pen name, Sydney Snow, under the title Tell Me Why. It has sold as The Secret.All Rights Reserved

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Keeping Secrets

Peyton has always been the girl who flies under the radar-ordinary, average, never one to stand out. But that all changes on her first day of college when she's struck by a football and knocked to the ground in front of the football team, and even worse-her over-the-top, dramatic mother. The one good thing to come from the humiliating event: she meets Max, the campus' charming and popular football star. Their unlikely friendship pulls her into a world she's never known, giving her all-access to exclusive parties and the popular crowd. But it also sparks jealousy and draws the kind of attention she never asked for. Things get even more complicated when Peyton falls for Beau, the irresistible guitarist of Trudge Lite, the up-and-coming band everyone's talking about. She knows he's the ultimate heartbreaker and tries to keep things casual. Caught between wanting what she shouldn't, navigating shifting friendships, and keeping secrets that grow heavier by the day, Peyton soon realizes that some lines aren't so easy to draw, let alone keep. Trying to balance it all, Peyton and Max keep up careful charades, not only from those around them but also from each other. Soon they'll learn that secrets have a way of unraveling, no matter how carefully they're guarded. Peyton will have to decide what and who she's willing to risk it all for.