Suicide Notes
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"He wants her . . . but can he live with the lie he must tell to keep her?"
From Multi-Time #1 International and USA Today Bestselling Author, Lacey Weatherford, SUICIDE NOTES is a New Adult Contemporary Romance that will take you on an emotional ride with rocker bad boy, Caleb, and the girl he wants so badly, but can never have, Anna. "WOW! What a book!" - Laura Review for PRAATR
"I love the heartache, passion, love, and hot sizzle that this book has! Absolutely incredible story that left me wanting more, and by far one of my favorite "Lacey Weatherford" books yet!!" Christina Racich, Pretty Lil Page Turner
"The Secret will make you think and feel things you never could have imagined!" Raquel Ariemma, Roc n' Read
Struggling with the biggest secret of his life, Caleb McCord is slowly being ripped to shreds. Spending every waking minute seeking for ways to numb the pain, he's living at the bottom of a bottle.
Torn between love and the truth, Caleb resolves he can never tell anyone why his sister committed suicide - especially not Anna, his sister's best friend. Anna happens to be the lead singer of Caleb's
band, and he's been secretly in love with her for a while, despite their age difference. When Caleb finds Anna in his arms, turning to him for solace, he realizes his dream to be with her is closer than ever. He's certain, however, that if Anna ever finds out the truth he'll lose her forever - something he refuses to let happen.
But how can a new relationship hope to survive when it is built on lies? Despite his nagging guilt, Caleb knows he must keep this secret in the grave it's already buried in.
*NOTE: Recommended for ages 18+ due to mature themes and subject matter.
** This book was originally released under Lacey's pen name, Sydney Snow, under the title Tell Me Why. It has sold as The Secret.
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