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Distorted Futures [DISCONTINUED]
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Jake Angel has always been one of the "horse obsessed middle school girls". Who would blame her? After her mother left her and her father is always on the farm, she's the one to pay the bills. So when she meets a certain random stranger, she finds out the world isn't all that meets the eye...
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**This deals with things like Self-Confidence Issues and Eating Disorders**
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