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Lydia

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Reads 18,316
Votes 1,193
Parts 24
Time 3h 45m

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boy chicklit dark depression fiction freementalillness freetheboy generalfiction mature myyouth romance stopemotionalabuse teen thinkfiction wattys2017 youngadult

He had no reason to go on, to live another second.  He wanted to end it all, take some scissors and cut the string to his never ending life.  
 
But when he saw her walk down those school hallways, smiling and laughing.  He suddenly didn't feel like cutting that string, but instead taping more on.  And maybe that's why he was still here, waiting for her to notice.  That she was the one that kept him sane, she was the one that kept him living.

(Warning* This book contains vulgar language, talks and attempts of suicide including domestic abuse, and trigger themes)

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Inspired by the song Lydia by Highly Suspect

Wattpad Choice Award Winner

Cover inspired by hepburnettesAll Rights Reserved

boy chicklit dark depression fiction freementalillness freetheboy generalfiction mature myyouth romance stopemotionalabuse teen thinkfiction wattys2017 youngadult

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𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔

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