Regret.

"I'm not going," I said to Ashleigh.
"Bella, yes you are. I know you have no interest in seeing Mitch, but you should atleast take a chance. It's not like he'll see you in the crowd." She explained.
"I swear if he does I'll slit my wrists more than I did when he left me alone in Highschool." I said, finally giving in. Another thing I'll regret doing.