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How did we get here

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Reads 121
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Parts 6
Time 24m

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abuse badboy dan danhowell depressed depression drinking eatingdisorders phil phillester phần suicideattempts

A phan AU where Dan has some problems, but then Phil walks into his life and makes everything go all over.  The only question that Dan has about him is that is Phil his savior or just one more problem to his list.

Story probably will have some triggers so be careful.All Rights Reserved

abuse badboy dan danhowell depressed depression drinking eatingdisorders phil phillester phần suicideattempts

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