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Diary. I guess...

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AY YO WASSUP
ITS YA BOI
okay no no I'm not hood enough to say that...
Anyways I guess this is my diary.
I just write down my thoughts.
Basic.
I'm now 13 years young.
I'm a pansexual transboy.
So ya maybe you will enjoy this maybe notAll Rights Reserved

depression diary ftm loneliness rants teenboy thoughts trans transboy transgender

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