Living on the streets because of one three letter word. Ryan Lahman, for his entire life thought one way, the same way as everyone else around him. After "getting shot in the heart" with feelings and emotions he does not understand. Finding that his entire world will never accept him. What happens when your best friend dies? Ryan being all alone with not a single person like him. His parents completely cutting him off all because of one three letter word. At 14 living all alone feeling like no one loves you. Until someone does. This is a fictionalized memoir with true events through a fictional character. This is my life story so far. This three letter word has caused me so much trouble but also so much happiness. All the characters are based off of real people who have been close to my heart. Just for reference trigger warnings for blood and sadness. Also, brief language for anyone who is offended.All Rights Reserved