Mila Simms just wanted to feel that spark again after her long term boyfriend cheated on her. She hated the idea of being alone. Her best friend Claudia fucked up, making Mila more vulnerable to her true insecurities. She needs someone to fill that hole that has been created. She needs someone to be addicted to, like nicotine to a heavy smoker. She wants that drive, and that feeling of insanity you get when you love something so so much. And she feels that way, Towards Ashley. A guy she meets in a bar, a guy that drove her home and tucked her into her bed, a guy that drives her ex away, a guy that is so confusing to her. Besides her love life, she wants to make it big, in the music industry. Maybe in her own band? Maybe as a guitarist? She lives her life by music, using the lyrics of any song as her own way of advice. She wants to live life. Enjoy the rides given to her. She's all love. But, does everything last forever? "So if you love me let me go, And run away before I know, My heart is just to dark to care, I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate, If I'm alone I can not hate. I don't deserve to have you, My smile was taken long ago, If I can change I hope I never know." -Snuff//Slipknot