THE SEEKER
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Hi, my names Amanda I'm 17 and going into my senior year of high school. My older brother ,Chase, committed suicide eleven years ago when I was six. After a few years we left Florida, leaving our house to my grandparents and running away from our life. My grandfather got sick a week ago and my parents decided that it was time to go back. Life was good I missed him, being there brings back A LOT of memories. It was bearable until I saw the one person I thought I would never see again. I learned things about chase, myself and the people I love. It turned my life around, challenged my beliefs, and showed me things aren't always what it seem to be....
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