She sighed a deep breath. She wasn't at all ready for what the day had in store for her. She took a deep breath and got out of bed anyway. She always did. Even if many of the pills in her mother's bathroom could take the pain away. Even if the gun in her father's cabinet could let her sleep longer. She couldn't do it. She wanted to prove stronger and to stay alive. So she sighed and got out of bed like she always did. She was never ready for what the day had in store for her.