My Story
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Last published Sun, Feb 21, 2016
I learned that in life nothing is fair.
I learned that life is hard.
I learned that life is a game, and we are all players in this twisted fate.
There will always be people that will make you fall, make you cry, and brake you down like it's nothing. People will come into your life and then the next minute leave you. We play to the best of our abilities, and try not to lose. But lets all be honest. Just like in any other game there will always be winners and loser. There will always be those few that play harder then other. There will always be those few that want it more then others. And just like any other game....I lost. And this time I lost hard.
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