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Hurt~phan

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"What?"I ask. He doesn't answer me. He just continues to stare at me,"Do I have something on my face?"

Dan lets out a soft chuckle,"No."

"Then what is it-"I get interrupted by a pair of soft lips hitting mine. My eyes widen in surprise, but soon enough I melt into the kiss closing my eyes.

Dan freaking Howell is kissing..me?
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Phil has a crush on Dan, but knows Dan couldn't ever feel the same way. Phil finally decides to tell Dan how he really feels, but how does Dan react? Does it ruin there friend ship or bring them closer together. Read and find out.

--WARNING: THERE ARE SOME TRIGGER AND I WILL PUT AT THE BEGINNING OF CHAPTERS WHEB THERE ARE TRIGGERINGS--

--NO SMUT SCENES {well at least not yet ;)}All Rights Reserved

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Euphoric but Empty by peachygyugyu

This is my first fanfic I ever attempted writing so I'm sorry it sucks Dan has a bad life and is constantly looking for the positive and usually comes up short... Until Phil. Dan is believed to be a grumpy badass by most. There is some truth to that. But, under the surface he is a sweet and happy guy. Phil has a happy life but can never seem to find true happiness... Until Dan. Phil uses the illusion of happiness to hide the true darkness within him. When the two have a chance encounter, their lives change forever. Phil colors Dan's world in ways he never thought possible. And Phil realized that maybe he didn't need to hide. Triggers: attempted suicide, depression, and boyxboy (is that a trigger?)

Human - phan by PartTimeStoryteller

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)

The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

Unexpected Love // phan by LovelyS21

Dan, 18 years old, thought his last year in high school would be great. Spending time with his amazing girlfriend and group of friends. However he wasn't counting on a blue eyed, black haired boy to walk in and turn his last year upside down. Things get bad when Dan catches his girlfriend flirting with Phil, the new boy, and his life seems to fall apart from there. Now Dan is struggling with his feeling and emotions and simply doesn't know how to deal with them. Fights lead to the truth. So what is Dans truth and what is Phil's truth?

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Sensitive [Phan] by AshRose95

It all started when Phil saw Dan's tinder account. Sure, they went to the same school, but after that picture Phil saw Dan in a completly different light. That does matter though because Phil isn't interested and he makes that clear or at least that's how it starts. Phil is sentive emotionally and physically, read to see how Dan discovers that. *wink wink* Beware there will probably be smut at some point and keep in mind I have no determination to get up in the morning so please don't expect me to be reliable with this story. ♡

Finding Myself (phanfiction and kickthestickz) (completed) by phanwhitets

Dan is hopelessly in love with his best friend, PJ. He goes his life believing that everyone hates him, he's a complete fuck up who can't control himself and is a clingy cunt. When Chris and PJ come to Dan and Phil with a secret, how will they take it? ((warnings of a love square, cutting, depressed thoughts, boyxboy sexy times, alcohol, and swearing)) meow meow try and enjoy, I mean... I wrote this awhile ago..

The Cute And The Confident- Phan by SHGeorge

[COMPLETED] Phan Au. Dan and Phil are in the same year at school and finally meet through a similarity, but how will their separate and different lives affect their friendship and could it blossom into something more? Find out how Phil overcomes obstacles bigger than what he should have to face at this age and how Dan overcomes fear of loving someone outside of his social group at school. Mostly fluff, some angst to make it interesting. There will be some swearing, but not major. This is based off of one of my one shots "You're cute" - go check out my Phan one shots if you want to. :P

Forbidden Love ~ Phanfiction ~ BoyxBoy by Jessisnotonfire3

Phil's life was perfect up until a year ago when he came out to his parents. They disowned him and sent him to live with his sexually abusive Uncle. To make things worse he was forced to go to a public school and meet new people, he had little confidence and was bad at making friends. He occasionally uploaded videos to YouTube but he wasn't very well known. His videos allowed him to let his feelings out to the public, but they weren't exactly sincere. His life was falling to pieces, and it wasn't getting better any time soon. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan's life had always been perfect. He was popular at school, got good grades and his parents adored him. However he wasn't very good at meeting new people. How's he going to react when a new kid arrives at his school? Dan has a secret. A secret nobody knows about, not even himself. His life was perfect apart from this tiny thing that had been constantly bugging him ever since he started High School. He wouldn't reveal it would he? No. That would ruin his life completely, or would it?

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Euphoric but Empty

This is my first fanfic I ever attempted writing so I'm sorry it sucks Dan has a bad life and is constantly looking for the positive and usually comes up short... Until Phil. Dan is believed to be a grumpy badass by most. There is some truth to that. But, under the surface he is a sweet and happy guy. Phil has a happy life but can never seem to find true happiness... Until Dan. Phil uses the illusion of happiness to hide the true darkness within him. When the two have a chance encounter, their lives change forever. Phil colors Dan's world in ways he never thought possible. And Phil realized that maybe he didn't need to hide. Triggers: attempted suicide, depression, and boyxboy (is that a trigger?)