Hurt~phan
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"What?"I ask. He doesn't answer me. He just continues to stare at me,"Do I have something on my face?"
Dan lets out a soft chuckle,"No."
"Then what is it-"I get interrupted by a pair of soft lips hitting mine. My eyes widen in surprise, but soon enough I melt into the kiss closing my eyes.
Dan freaking Howell is kissing..me?
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Phil has a crush on Dan, but knows Dan couldn't ever feel the same way. Phil finally decides to tell Dan how he really feels, but how does Dan react? Does it ruin there friend ship or bring them closer together. Read and find out.
--WARNING: THERE ARE SOME TRIGGER AND I WILL PUT AT THE BEGINNING OF CHAPTERS WHEB THERE ARE TRIGGERINGS--
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