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The Unknown

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Parts 9
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Reads 185
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Parts 9
Time 47m

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I feel it as it slowly starts taking over my body. The pain, the anger that overcomes me for trying so hard to hide who and what i really am. Who am I? The question that lingers in my head. I feel so alone, invisible even though  I know you are watching me every single day. I feel the stares, that ice cold look you give me everytime i turn and see you. I feel the hatred building up inside me little by little. We may be identical but we are so different. Why do I have to sacrifice everything I have to protect the people i love. I remember i onced loved them but now that feeling is gone, Love is no more in my heart and it is all because of you. I know this is better for all of them but at what price? my life? When did i become the monster i had always feared to be. I keep looking in the mirror and then realize that this was what i was supposed to be all along. This was the reason why i had never fit in with the rest of the world. I was the outsider that was never really invited in and everyone knew that but me.All Rights Reserved

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You're Mine (COMPLETED) by ShroukMahrr

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beneath her shadow by Litty1976

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