Where It All Began

It all started the day my grandfather died. He died on July 1st 2013 at that time I was nine so I lived three years in tragedy. I was just a shy girl never bothered anyone. Me and my grandfather had a very strong relationship when he died I cryed and cryed. I became angry I stopped opening up on how I feel. I completely shutted down. I was never into dating and liking people but when he died I changed. My fifth grade year was rough that was the year I had my first boyfriend at sixth grade I dated this one boy Dairon I loved him with all my heart then he dumped me for this boy Jacob. I wanted to kill him. I cryed and cryes then after that I became depressed so much I took a knife and sliced my arm. It felt like tiny needles poking me but this time it was a big one I could see the blood slowly fall down drop by drop. I dropped the knife and began to cry and cry. Until this day I still love Dairon but he doesn't love me. He is in love with Lilly one of the popular girls.