Everything I never said...
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sun, Dec 4, 2016
This is a collection of pieces I've written through time, and is yet to write; from my very worst moment, through my very darkest night; in the moments of survival, and the memories of light.
"They smile, they lie, and they kiss my naive heart; the sweetest words of sensation.
...But may I be fooled? May I be blind? When it's my own past; my own creation.
They hide & they seek, they're close to my soul; all those memories within my darkest of mind.
...But will they stay here? ...Or will I forget? Gosh how loss of memory really can make blind."
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Some of these are only fantasy and a creative mind, others are based on real experiences. Hope you like them..
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