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Everything I never said...

SeeeTheSunShine

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SeeeTheSunShine

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This is a collection of pieces I've written through time, and is yet to write; from my very worst moment, through my very darkest night; in the moments of survival, and the memories of light. 

"They smile, they lie, and they kiss my naive heart; the sweetest words of sensation. 
...But may I be fooled? May I be blind? When it's my own past; my own creation. 
They hide & they seek, they're close to my soul; all those memories within my darkest of mind.
...But will they stay here? ...Or will I forget? Gosh how loss of memory really can make blind."
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Some of these are only fantasy and a creative mind, others are based on real experiences. Hope you like them..All Rights Reserved

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TOXIC REWIND by girlwithregrets11

"We were never meant to last... but we couldn't stay away." They met in high school-young, reckless, and hopelessly in love. When it all fell apart, they thought that was the end. But some love stories refuse to stay buried. When they find their way back to each other, it isn't the fairytale they once dreamed of. Love turns toxic, passion turns destructive, and together, they become the worst versions of themselves. How far will they go before they finally break for good? Or is this the kind of love that never really dies, no matter how much it burns?

Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Didn't Really Matter Anyway by GabrielXander

That's right, these are just.. my memories. They're flashing before my eyes, but why? Am I dying? No, I can't die yet, there's so much I have to do. And really... I really don't want to relive through these memories. My past... This worthless past. This worthless... "And that fleeting hope where I started to believe that I could fix my life grew so big, I couldn't control it. At that moment, I knew I had to make it back to finish my self-imposed duties." "But in the end, they were nothing but words. I couldn't manage a single thing on my own. At the end of the day, right before my eyes, I'm reminded that I shouldn't have been the one to survive-Not at all." All of my attempts, everything I've been through, and all I had to suffer for, it was all just a pathetic, comical, uninteresting story. [Also on Quotev under GabrielXander]

Message Not delivered... by KaspyTheeGhost

CAUTION: I DID NOT PUT MATURE ON BUT CONTAINS SENSITIVE TOPICS OF ABUSE INCLUDING S/A... & probaly some swearing. There will be disturbing sh*t in here. This book is a poem book of my life pretty much. Its my thoughts and emotions spoken in a different suppossed to be more emotional and deeper way then just looking at what happened and crying about it. What happened can never be fixed but I won't let those people go by un-noticed and I hope karma sincerely kicks them in more then the ass someday. I don't wish pain upon no one but I do crave for them to just UNDERSTAND what they made me feel since they all walked away without a scrape, just a smirk on all their faces in the end. Or they're narcassistic. Theres also letters to people who I still think of to this day that will probably never read them but you guys still hold a special place in my heart. This book is letters and poetry to all; people of my past, present, future, and not only just SURVIVORS but WARRIORS too. You're never alone my loves... Welcome to : "Message Not Delivered"

My Sentimental Girl - B.E. by areyou_agoodgirl

This is book three of the My Girl series - "Are we sure this is a good idea? What if it's not? I don't want to lose you again," she says. I can see the fear and concern in her eyes. I pull her closer to me, and she rests her head on my chest, sinking into my arms. "You're not going to lose me again. I'm not going anywhere. I'm going to stay right here. I promise," I reassure her. She tightly wraps her around me, making sure I stay close. "Are you sure?" She mumbles into my neck. I smile and run my fingers through her hair. "Yes, I'm sure," I tell her. I really hope I'm not lying. I hope it can work out this time. - Will have smut, drugs and alcohol, and assault warnings. Includes foul and suggestive language. - This story is set within a few years in the future and is mostly in Billie's POV - Started: 10/03/2024 Finished: 10/24/2024 - Book One: My Favorite Girl Book Two: My Unrecognizable Girl Book Three: My Sentimental Girl Book Four: My Unforgettable Girl

Tied By Destiny by Mahi__ii

'WIFE'...huh you call yourself my wife, He said very calmly. "A girl like u cannot afford to become maid at my house and u call yourself my wife." He said and tightly gripped my arms ,wincing me in pain. "Aadi you are hurting me.leave me ahh..." I cried in pain. "LISTEN ,listen to me very carefully, u flithy wh**e off never, never I will give u a place of wife, neither in my life nor in my heart ." He said in a venomous tone. He pushed me with such a force that I fall on floor,hiting my head.He stromed out of room furiously, leaving me in tears..... ************************************ Mahi, A 25, years old girl living her life in los Angeles, USA. Away from her dreadful past. A beauty for which mens worshipped..she buried all her emotions 5 years ago.But what people don't know is her identity. Suddenly a phone call change her life, which made her stand in front of same past from which she is running away. Aditya Arora , A 27 years old cold-hearted,ruthless, short -tempered CEO of A.A. industries and a multi-billioniere. And ya also a playboy who likes the world to work the way he wants. His looks add charms to his personality. For which girls die. What will happen when love wants to bloom with the picious support of a holy matrimony...will they give themself a chance? To know more join the journey of mahi and Aditya .And how their past connects which each other. If you are looking for a beautiful indian love story written by destiny and their hardships in way of their love. Here's your destination my lovely readers. And sort of PLAGIARISM will not be tolerable..strict legal actions will be taken...all rights are reserved by the writer😊 I won't disappoint you. The book is not edited.

🔞🔞🥵🥵🔥YOU'RE MY HONEYSUCKLE -2 💕(18+) by Hana_Mona

--- "Love ...... became a memory ".... "I still hold you as a memory in my life...thought you can't remember me".... "dear....love"...... 💔 "i remember you through my memories where I can feel the soft Ness of your cheeks rubbing over mine when ever you misses me .......your wishers near my ears at late nights still dancing in my ears .....your soft and sweet lips pressing to mine in an passionate love making at nights ......your hot breath and painting after pulling apart makes me alive..... your eyes which takes me into a world of only you and me....the warmth I feel holding you in my arms close to my heart....the smell of you ......" No one can seperate us apart ...in this world. In this world, nothing hurts more than being forgotten by the one we love the most. This is the story of Aadhi, who cannot express his love for her, afraid of losing the promise he once made to her in the final moments before she forgets him. He cannot move on, nor can he live a life forgetting her. He is trapped by the thoughts of her, tortured by every moment they once spent together. He tries to save her from the claws of her past, hiding like a shadow, silently protecting her from afar. This is a continuation of my first story, *You're My Honeysuckle 💕.* I hope you enjoy this. Just when Aadhi believes she will never be a part of his life again, fate intervenes. God gives him a chance to be near her once more. But he doesn't know how much time he has with her, nor whether she will fall for him again or remain distant forever. #love #romance #untamed #loveenemies #madeforeachother #lovemorethanwords ---

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I have always been unlucky with love huh... I'm the 'Unrequited Love Repeater' that's right. It's almost like Cupid himself hates my entire existence. I met them again. My failed romance stories. The people who made me learn from my mistake. The people who taught me how to love myself. The people who broke my heart and mend it back. The people who made my smile brighter. The people who made my heart warm. The people who took pages from my book. Pages of happiness, sadness, anger, and well... past memories. Nightmare, my childhood friend whom I had always admired when I was young. He loves me but it was the type of love I didn't yearn for. Killer, the playboy who made me laugh the hardest. I wanted him in my arms but he wanted to be in her arms. Dust, my bestfriend who I resonate with a lot. Same music taste. Same vibes. Different feelings. He fell in love with my bestfriend. Error, my 'rival' at academics. I did everything I could to acquire his love. I guess you already know who lost between us. Horror, my guardian angel. Not literally. Comfort. He gave me comfort. He made me feel special but at that time I was already too tired to even try. Cross, my online bestfriend. My feelings on him are uncertain. I don't think I'm ready to address that yet. But after all these years, I still love them. Someday I will be brave enough to mutter the words "I still love you". ___________________ ↷I have the rewritten one published! (PLEASE GO READ IT HUHU) ↷DISCONTINUED but hey you might still enjoy it :) ↷art in cover belongs to @kucingmontel on tublr !! ↷female! reader

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TOXIC REWIND

"We were never meant to last... but we couldn't stay away." They met in high school-young, reckless, and hopelessly in love. When it all fell apart, they thought that was the end. But some love stories refuse to stay buried. When they find their way back to each other, it isn't the fairytale they once dreamed of. Love turns toxic, passion turns destructive, and together, they become the worst versions of themselves. How far will they go before they finally break for good? Or is this the kind of love that never really dies, no matter how much it burns?