True Love

When I fall, to me, it's more like my world has crumbled down on me. Christ died for us, to not only free us from sin and give us this new nature and new life, which I am indeed truly grateful for but a relationship with him.
We have been so privilege to boldly stand before God with our supplications and this relationship means the world to me, so when I mess up, my heart aches.

I see Christ has my true love, and my sins (I call them DEATH), not only because they separates me from my true life (Christ) but if we dwell habitual with our sins, it results in eternal separation from the one who truly loves us. I decided to write a bit of a poetry mix in with a story kinda flow lol but with a whole lot of real life and true emotions about this walk to stay connected to the true vine...I mean my life is nothing without him and I pray that I continue to walk with Him.

In the words of JGivens:

"Stay more submitted
Take your repentance like way more serious than mere confession and scream out mayday with more intentions to change the traditions
Stay more in spirit
Wait for what you say the spirit can prove"