Before My Heart Beats
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Last published Thu, Feb 25, 2016
Two boys, a stereotypical nobody boy and the stereotyped popular boy. Malcon lived not having a care in the world he lived a nice life and great friends star of the swim team. Jax was the kid without any friends, he is constantly bullied by Malcon and can't stand up for himself. Only later when malcon sees Jax on the roof of the parking deck at school drunk and ready to jump, will he stop him in time to apologize and make up for the abuse he's put Jax through?
TRIGGER WARNING!!! SELF MUTILATION, BULLYING, SUICIDE, DEPRESSION.
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