the coma

Every day I see flashes of light and in wonder is is memories coming back to me then I remember I'm in a coma nothing comes back I miss my mom my dad my name is Ely I'm 14 years old I don't remember a thing. The only thing I remember is a tree and I fell Clary was there. She my sister I miss her it sucks that that's the last memory of her. I still see her face scared shocked surprised. I feel so bad. Will i ever see my parents again or my brothers in sister i miss them so much.Theres so much i need to tell them like im sorry like i love them. Im sorry for leaveing runing hideing. Is my famly waiting for me or are the done waiting. today i heard the docter i know i shouldnt hear but im getig better. they just dont see it yet. The docter said the cant keep me on life saport much longer. They just don know yet im geting better i am I wish i cold yell say your going to kill i havent grown up yet im only a little girl. please dont kill me i must. all they hear is silents.