Never Felt Before
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Dan Howell. He sees nothing but flaws in himself. He doesn't know it, but he's very brave.
Phil Lester. The very definition of positivity. He's got to skip out on a lot of pain and suffering. But that all comes in due time.
Warning || includes mental disorders and domestic abuse.
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