Never Felt Before
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Last published Tue, Aug 16, 2016
Dan Howell. He sees nothing but flaws in himself. He doesn't know it, but he's very brave.
Phil Lester. The very definition of positivity. He's got to skip out on a lot of pain and suffering. But that all comes in due time.
Warning || includes mental disorders and domestic abuse.
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