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Last published Fri, Jun 3, 2016
I literally don't ever know what to feel and when to feel it, but no one does, right? One feeling leads to an entire new path of thought and construed mind wondering. I don't really tell people, so that's why I figured I'd write about it. I couldn't give to shits if anyone reads it, but at least I have my thoughts written down somewhere so people will know how I truly feel if they just cared enough to look for it.
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