How Could I Let You Do This
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This is a collection of poems about all the things I find myself bothered by over my whole life, the future, and generally speaking about self issues for a lot of people through my POV. One thing that I struggle with most is the word emo. I was taught to believe that being emo was a mental disease, that not many people are emo. Emo just means emotional. I believed that it really meant emotionally unstable. But that's not exactly the case, is it?
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