I've recently lost my way. In everything. In life. In love. In school. In happiness. In me. But then Benjamin came along and I was changed. God blessed him. His long fingers and green eyes. His dark long hair and deep voice. His dark skin and soft words. His cello. But he is messed up just like I am. He has this thing, I forgot what it's called for sure but he repeats everything he says on good days it's soft but in bad days it's like screams. Every thing he repeats opens me up a little more. He opens me up a little more everyday and I think in starting to find my way. At least my way with him..