Ghosts That'll Never Leave [BoyxBoy]

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hitting me like a thunderbolt thru my window. he was there, the shadow that followed me everywhere like if he was hunting me. he stared at me for almost an hour and minute by minute i was feeling weaker and i was loosing, the headache started and the pain in my stomach was raising. i couldn’t handle it any more i had to do it but still i need to be strong, i can’t let this feelings fill me. i couldn’t let this ghost follow me any more.

 

he started talking to me in his slow voice, like if he was tired and trying to get in my head as fast as he could “why are you trying to fight me? you can’t live without me! this isn’t over. you know that you ain’t got no one by your side, you’ve lost them all and i’m the only one here for you” he was getting near me like haunting me and i was just trying to run out of him as if i could 

 

“i’m not your slave!” i screamed at him as loud as i could but he was just keeping it, getting very close to me and i couldn’t handle it any more i couldn’t resist it any more. that’s when i felt the needle enter my vein  and how it started pouring inside of me like if it was my blood, like if i needed this liquid. 

 

everything got blurry but i was feeling way much better. my headache was gone. my stomach wasn’t asking me for nothing and a peaceful moment got into my system, all i could think of was his face. how he just disappeared into me and how all this was just perfect. how i now wasn’t depending on my stupid family or on my shit ass boyfriend but how now my heroin was my only hero.All Rights Reserved

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