Nur am Existieren.
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Last published Tue, Apr 4, 2017
- "Warum? Warum bist du so geworden?"
- "...."
- „So allein, so nachdenklich, so traurig, so kaputt?"
- "Ist das wichtig? Ist es nicht einfach wie es ist?"
Das Leben, ein täglicher Kampf.
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Mina und Felix, zwei vollkommen unterschiedliche Menschen, doch sie teilen sie die gleiche "Krankheit": Depression.
--> eine nachdenkliche, mitreißende Geschichte über das Leben zweier Jugendlicher
(Les einfach mal rein, vielleicht gefällts dir ja c:)
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