Its me, Douaa, 13 years old, They said i was funny, beautiful, kind, helpful, Suddenly everything changed, they called me a bitch, a betrayer, annoying, stupid, Selfish, ugly .. IM suck at these, so I had to write this, hoping that it'll make me feel better.
So the whole thing began when I changed the school, I met new poeple, new students, new teachers, first i thought that they'll be as kind and helpful and friendly like as I was, But no I was completely wrong, I suddenly realised that the most of them hated me. So this is how i started feeling lonely, and had to write this.i wrote an example of this girl .. It was clearely me : Shes suck at peoples opinions, she got depressed, shes tired, has no ability to continue, to survive, she stayed at home, at home alone, Selfish, ugly, hatred, One cut, two, three, four cuts, one more cut .. Society got her sick N depressed ..
Shes still at home, full of darkness,of fear, tears, .. She became a nictophilian .. She couldnt survive ,shes dead
It was only senior year. Four years of my life all about to come to an end for college next year. Had the stereotypical deadbeat father and hardworking mother in a Caribbean household. The bisexual, black girl trying to get through her senior year of high school. I was the girl who knew everyone but had a small group of friends. I was the star track and field runner for the girls' team at school. I hadn't been intimate with anyone in two years. It was going alright until I met you. You popped into my life, made my head spin into a 360, and that's when it all changed. You changed me. And for that, I mostly hate you then appreciate what you did to me. And it's because of you, I'll never be the same towards love again. They say your first love is something you won't ever forget. I won't, especially from the damage you done and continued to do.