Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost
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Ongoing11m
Last published Sat, Feb 27, 2016
This talks about the struggles and darkest moments of 17 year old Kai who lost her twin sister Kiri to suicide and a mother who blamed her for her sister's death. Was it really her fault? Did she deserve to die while her sister kept living? But one thing Kai does know is she must escape because her sister isnt there anymore to protect her. Kia must find a way to get away from her mother's twisted ways.....
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Screaming as I'm falling down.
Falling
And falling
Is this how I'm going to die? I close my eyes and accept my fate. Tears rolling down my eyes
"I'll see you soon Kiri. Wait for me sis."
That was the last thing I said before everything became black.
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