Someone perfect?

My sweet Man ..
I meet you an day black look fun, but in all it ur name come to me, first i can think is it how all.. . But u was so shy same time..u no let me see ur eyes faster just excuses...but after u in camera smile ur eyes look dawn no my eyes ur face red and so nervus...i think..noo him no is how all is diferent..can exist someone so??...after many stupid and bad man ..maybe i find he best..
and every day ur words was more strong in mi heart..no just ur eyes keep in my heart i too star to keep ur soul and love and him he min, every it become more and more strong..my sweet love oh own of my heart when i can know you in real ..when i can feel ur hands about my face ..ur lips kiss me...oh sweet heart i wish wake up to ur side ..see ur eyes blue every morning...sweet generous....handsome..cook.cleam..work good
.he want have and care a family...he is perfect man..but...why always exist a but.......im so far away of him...and no look so cute...him i love my picture...but he say..my amor i love you how is ...i feel what he no will love me anyomore when look me...but if no is so?? Too im older what him with 4 years and im mother single...and him virgin wirh 24 years...oh God how cab exist someone so perfect....i feel happy and sad for it...i love what he love me but have afraid he go of me a day...will be hard..i feel a insecurity ..why??????..maybe why im older..mother..litlle fat..
no very white...what i what i feel..told me my sweet man...i can wait ur answer i swear..i can wait