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Different
Alex always knew he was different, even as a little boy. While other boys his age were off pursuing girlfriends and sneaking swimsuit catalogs from their moms, he was busy checking out the guys from the Sports Illustrated.
What was wrong with that?
Everything.
At the age of 16, Alex is trying to grasp onto the fact that he's gay. His father's disownment has led to endless fights between his parents. Life has become chaotic, resulting to cutting being the only way to relieve stress.
As the start of junior year rolls around, Alex doesn't know what to expect, but maybe, just maybe, things might take a turn for the better.
A/N: There will be trigger warning when scenes about cutting and other self-harm actions are about to begin. Also all the editing will be done by PianoSica. Awesome editor. So enjoy.
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