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Last published Wed, Dec 28, 2016
"I'll just give it to you plain and simple. My world is black and white with hints of grey. And I want to die."
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Saphire Resendez is your ordinary 15 year old high schooler. She has the good girl reputation in her school West High School. She's friends with everyone and always tries to make everyone, including herself happy. A smile never seems to leave her face. Until her the day of her 16th birthday...
Her parents die in a cliché car crash. Her world crashes around her and she struggles to hold the remaining pieces up. Almost a year has passed. That's when she decides to take a trip to meet her Internet boyfriend, Jay Anderson.
Can he help her?
Can her pick up all her pieces?
Or will she drift deeper in the ocean she made with her tears?
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"I want to die from a natural cause of something, but it would still have to be my fault. The blame would be on me, I'm building myself for the blame. You could say I'm depressed, but I'd say I finally know want I want from life. Nothing, absolutely nothing."
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