I am Outside the Door
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Ongoing5m
Last published Wed, Feb 24, 2016
I couldn't see. The light was too bright, blinding. The first time I have been outside this barrier, this simple door in almost nine months. For nine long months I have sat behind my curtained window looking out into the foreboding world. Now I am outside. Outside the door that kept me prisoner, even if it was only a barrier in my mind.
Basically about someone finally coming out of their shell
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