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Wake up already this is reality

TheBloodyKiller333

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Parts 18
Time 57m

TheBloodyKiller333

11yearsold childhood confusion emotion fiction genderfluid hell lovelife overlode realstic scared school sleep

"Hi I'm Ash!" is how ever entry would start, my mind, everything from crushes to bullying even all the way to my friends stories, I have here, the mind of an eleven year old, one who has crushes, knows 1/2 of their life already, can't decide, but most of all, a kid who can't think straight anymore. Friends will be lost, hearts most likely will be broken, and we really should wake up already, this, is, reality. How do I already know this? Oh because I am a self-conscious eleven year old. 
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This story is based of real events but names of people were changed and please do comment and vote, it really helps me know that you like the series! Note, no pictures are mine, all art belongs to the artist that made it, but the people in here, I don't own them either, most do know of them being in this story but non well be rightly named and this is work of fiction, realistic fiction.All Rights Reserved

11yearsold childhood confusion emotion fiction genderfluid hell lovelife overlode realstic scared school sleep

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Orange x pear ( because I can ) by Galatic-Pen

This is something I've kinda wanted to do for a wile now but was afraid that people would attack me :/ Ok, story: Idk what to do get but im thinking that orange has a history with depression ( he's not now ) and when his dream catcher goes missing he starts having nightmares again then he gets really stressed out and his sleep schedule goes hay wire and pear try's to help him Also orange is BI not gay, he liked passion at one point but soon to no longer see her as a crush and just sees her as a friend now ( that's all I got at the moment but tell my what you think when I show the drawing of the 2 )

𝐼 𝐶ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢 (Amourshipping) by satosere16

𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓼𝓪𝔀 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓳𝓾𝓶𝓹 𝓸𝓯𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓽𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓹𝓲𝓴𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓾, 𝓘 𝓴𝓷𝓮𝔀 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷, 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓪𝓽 𝓹𝓸𝓴𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓷 𝓼𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓻 𝓬𝓪𝓶𝓹 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷. 𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮. 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓼𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓫𝓮 𝓪 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶. 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓘 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓼𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔂𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼. 𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓬𝓱𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓪 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓮 ? 𝓐𝓼𝓱 ? "𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑖 𝑡𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑎 𝑦𝑢𝑚𝑒" {Short story} -------------------------------------------------- Highest Ranking: #17 in Amour - 05/07/2023 #62 in Dreams - 20/09/2023 #81 in Desires - 20/09/2023 #22 in Serena - 20/09/2023 #23 in Amourshipping - 17/05/2023 #105 in Feelings - 20/09/2023 #502 in Short story - 20/09/2023 ____________________________________ Disclaimer: I don't own Pokemon or this characters or fanarts in the story.

Happy Endings by Magnolia_Abernathy

"Don't you see now why we can't be together?" I whispered at the crazy boy in front of me. "Aren't you repulsed by me? Disgusted? Dis interested? Can't you just tear my heart out and leave like any other normal teenage boy?" My voice cracked. He simply shook his head. "Sweetheart, I thought I made it clear from the first time I said it," He paused, "I. Like. You." He emphasized every word, and I gaped at him. "Hell of a lot, actually, so it'd be great if you stopped being salty and liked me back." "Don't you get it?" I whispered unbelievingly, "After all that, and you still don't get why I can't be with you?" He seemed relaxed, calm. Too calm for this situation. "My life doesn't involve a guy like you, Nathan. Never did. You're not my knight in shinning armor, and you aren't going to save me. This is reality, the real world. And the real world doesn't have happy endings." ---- To me, there's are six different types of crying. One; The Breakdown. Two; The Longing. Three; The Hysterical. Four; The Broken. Five; The Happy. Six; The Inevitable." ---- This short story is very depressing, I'm warning you now. It may trigger memories, or depression symptoms.

Their innocent angel by Ilotcyyyyy

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Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE) by xHeatLifex

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Untitled Fears by Liv1844

I was close to dying if not from my sister. I went from bitches at school to my alcoholic, addict abusing mother. Then my best friend decided he wanted stop be part of the crew that cries for me to give me another reason to live. I didn't want another one but...it feels nice. Warning: This is rated MATURE for a reason. Mentions of cutting, abuse, alcoholism, bullying, gayness, and Gacha pictures because they help me visualize my characters better. If any of these things make you uncomfortable, get the hell away from my story, no one said you had to sit here and read this. I am not a professional writer but I did try with what my pain and emotions gave me. The entirety of the story is explained over time so if you want to sit and read, be my guest. Our protagonist is Ryan and let's just say he's gonna go through hell and back.

Ash's Darling | ✔ by Alex_writes42

"Mae, show me." He demanded. I knew this would come up someday. My scars are from years ago when I wasn't happy with myself, or happy with anything really. I'm better now but I still don't like showing them to people. Most people ignore them but I knew once Ash saw them that he was going to ask. "Mae." He says again. What if he doesn't like them? What if he thinks they're ugly? What if he hears the story of them and decides he doesn't want me anymore? What do I do then? ... I slowly took off my jacket and showed him my wrist. "Why would you ever do that darling?" Tears started forming in my eyes. "I'm sorry. It was years ago when I wasn't happy and it's a long story." "Darling, look at me." He told me, lifting my chin. "I'm not mad at you. How long has it been since you've done that?" "Five years." "That's amazing, Mae." "You don't hate them?" "I hate that you felt the need to do that, but no, I don't hate them." He kissed my forehead, calming me down.

Blue Roses by dazerose44

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Orange x pear ( because I can )

This is something I've kinda wanted to do for a wile now but was afraid that people would attack me :/ Ok, story: Idk what to do get but im thinking that orange has a history with depression ( he's not now ) and when his dream catcher goes missing he starts having nightmares again then he gets really stressed out and his sleep schedule goes hay wire and pear try's to help him Also orange is BI not gay, he liked passion at one point but soon to no longer see her as a crush and just sees her as a friend now ( that's all I got at the moment but tell my what you think when I show the drawing of the 2 )