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Wake up already this is reality

TheBloodyKiller333

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TheBloodyKiller333

11yearsold childhood confusion emotion fiction genderfluid hell lovelife overlode realstic scared school sleep

"Hi I'm Ash!" is how ever entry would start, my mind, everything from crushes to bullying even all the way to my friends stories, I have here, the mind of an eleven year old, one who has crushes, knows 1/2 of their life already, can't decide, but most of all, a kid who can't think straight anymore. Friends will be lost, hearts most likely will be broken, and we really should wake up already, this, is, reality. How do I already know this? Oh because I am a self-conscious eleven year old. 
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This story is based of real events but names of people were changed and please do comment and vote, it really helps me know that you like the series! Note, no pictures are mine, all art belongs to the artist that made it, but the people in here, I don't own them either, most do know of them being in this story but non well be rightly named and this is work of fiction, realistic fiction.All Rights Reserved

11yearsold childhood confusion emotion fiction genderfluid hell lovelife overlode realstic scared school sleep

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Still Can't Hate You (Sample. Full book on Hinovel) by purple_orchids

(WARNING- Lots of mistakes. Read at your own risk) It was their wedding night. She was waiting for him in his room, no now 'their' room. Finally, he entered in, looking as handsome as always. She blushed, her cheeks went redder than a tomato. "What made you blush so hard baby?", he said, smirking. "You remember once I asked you what I mean to you and you said that you'll tell me when the time comes, can you tell me now?", she said blushing even harder and looking everywhere else but him. "A.Bit#h", came his voice, calm, each word spoken clearly. "WHAT?". ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ashley Krail is a simple, nerdy and shy girl. Like every other girl, she is her father's princess. She can do anything for her family. On the first day of her college, she is saved from being bullied. Her savior was none other than Arthur McKenna her senior and colleges most popular guy. She instantly starts liking Arthur. Arthur McKenna son of Milo McKenna one of the richest man in the country. He had a twisted past and he utterly despised women. He believed that they only care about money and nothing else. Arthur likes to keep his identity secret. No one in the college knows who he actually is. When he meets Ashley he can't stop himself from falling for the beautiful and innocent girl. After being friends for a year they finally express their feelings to each other. But as it is said every story has a twist. Due certain circumstances Arthur misunderstands Ashley and then everything gets messed up. ------------------- Cover by @yumeno604hana. Thanks for the lovely cover dear. This book is been uploaded on Hinovel and is for free. Please do check. This is the link: https://enbook.hinovel.com?preference=1&lang=en&book_id=2819

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