Gedanken sind tödlich.
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Last published Thu, Feb 25, 2016
Ich bin James. Ich bin 15 Jahre und besuche die 9. Klasse.
Mein Leben war noch nie perfekt.
Ich habe schon oft überlegt, wie es wäre, weg zu sein.
Einfach weg. Fort.
Seit langem ist dies schon mein Traum.
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