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Keep Me Sane. [lilo.]
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Last published Fri, Jan 6, 2017
I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad.
The craziest friend that you've ever had.
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone,
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong.
Over the bend, entirely bonkers,
You like me best when I'm off my rocker.
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed...
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are.
Pushed away from his group of friends, Liam finds himself immersed in the world of Louis Tomlinson. A world where nothing feels real and life is a constant state of dreaming. From mood swings between the boys, abandoned buildings, and the mysterious disappearance of a close friend, the two find comfort in each other's abnormalities. But the closer Liam gets, the more he tries to put together the pieces of the puzzle, and Liam's terrified that the pieces just might not fit.
Or, Louis is completely mental and tells Liam he is too.
Liam starts to believe him.
[high-school au. contains violence, mental disorders, and potential sexual content. Lyrics and basis from Mad Hatter: Melanie Martinez. Cover is mine, made with Pic Collage. Story plot is mine. Work of Fiction.]
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