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Ongoing, First published Feb 26, 2016
Mature
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This is the story of how I lost control. The day I stopped feeling emotion, is the day I realized what the world really is. I then saw how absolutely horrible the creatures living on this planet really were. So I did what I had to hehe...
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Stress relief

12 parts Ongoing Mature

My therapist advised me to write stories to stop thinking about my mental illnesses. Because of that will these stories be rather disturbing and brutal. This will be a collection of small stories each reflecting what I'm currently going through. The less disturbing the less stress is present in my life. Warning These stories will contain all kinds of abuse, rape, murder, torture, and mental illnesses.

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