Being an idol is tough, having a crush on one of your bandmates is even tougher. Throw bipolar in the mix and you're in for a crazy ride. Han Jisung was diagnosed with bipolar disorder a year into being a trainee. Years later in 2024 he's learned how to manage it. What he hasn't learned to manage, is his intense crush on Minho. When Jisung runs out of his medicine while on tour, his symptoms get worse. To make things worse, STAY doesn't know so now he has to try and hide that he has bipolar while publicly displaying obvious symptoms of it. Warning this fic will contain - Panic Attacks -Mental Illness - Delusions -Manic episodes -Depressive episodes (Will add more as they come up, whichever chapter's contain this will have a CW) ⚠️Disclaimer⚠️ Any relationships between anyone mentioned in this fic, along with the behaviors of the people in this fic does not represent the real life nature of these people/ their relationships. This is a word of fiction and should be treated as such.