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The Fear Of Falling Apart // Dan Howell

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Reads 88,113
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Parts 22
Time 2h 18m

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~ SEQUEL TO 'If We Just Lay Here' ~

It's time for a brand new start at life but when you find that you're working alongside the person who you swore you'd never see again, you fear that you'll just fall apart. You have both changed so much since you last saw each other and getting back to where you started is going to be a challenge. Will Dan make you fall for him all over again or like before, will it result in tears and heartache? Find out and enjoy!All Rights Reserved

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