And To Think This Is Just The Beginning

I love everything about him. His radiant smile, bright blue eyes that light the room up, his laugh that makes everybody in the room crack up, his pure heart, his gorgeous hair, I could go on forever. Nobody will ever want to be with me, and I don't blame them. So why in my right mind would I think that I could ever be with Niall Horan! I'm not a model, I am not drop dead gorgeous. I am just a simple gal who loves food, basketball, going outside, traveling, hanging with friends,acting, and most of all singing. I don't know why I think I need to have a boyfriend anyway. I came to London to focus on collage and getting where I want to be in life. Singing on a stage in front of a huge crowd or on a TV screen. I don't need a boyfriend..I don't need him, but the one thing that gets me is, if I don't need him then why do I feel like I am dying every time I'm not with him?