Andrew Parker, Jonathan Ryan and Ivan Slade are three great, amazing and gorgeous men in London Simmons life. All but one have hurt and broken her heart beyond repair but still one shall be hers forever until death sets them apart. A story of anger, betrayal and love. Who will she choose? Find out by adding to your library, commenting and voting every- single - chapter ******** My journal begun on the day I met Andrew in college, it was a Tuesday and I was in the hurry to get to class, trying to balance a heavy bag on my shoulder and books in my hand. "Do you need help?" He asks. I looked up at the brown headed god, he eyes were a light shade of green. He was the type of guy you will drool over once your eyes set on. "Yeah, sure" I say and give him the books. "What's your name?" He asks. "London" I say. "Andrew" he says. He walks me to class and gives me my books. "I know we just met but I hate waiting so, dinner at nine on Friday" He commands. "Erm, okay" I say. "Good! I'll pick you up from......." Andrew says. "Cornelius" I say. That's were my dorm is. "Okay, see you on Friday" he says and walks away. I stand there for a second or two to process what just happened. I'm not ready to date again, I'm still not over my ex. Stop punishing yourself? It not your fault that he is an addict and a drunkard. So Andrew picked me up on that Friday, he was slightly late. He sent me to the cinema. I had fun, we ended up exchanging numbers. Date after date turned into a very serious relationship. I moved in with him after college. He proposed some years later and now I'm a nearly married 25 year old. I didn't expect it to last but it has and I am very happy. I love him so much, my life without him would have been hell. Okay now that you know how we met let me get to the actual story of how messed my life really is