Here We Go Again

Most common relationships use to have a simple way of starting. You meet and become friends, you become close friends to best friends, best friends to something more. And then from there you’re all lovey dovey boyfriend and girlfriend blah blah blah…but we we’re different. We were never boyfriend and girlfriend and probably never will be but that doesn't mean we don’t get together. That doesn't mean I don’t have this knot in my stomach when he flirts with other girls around me. It also doesn't mean it doesn't make my blood boil when he walks pass me in the school hallway and doesn't even glance in my direction let along speak. But do I stop the “fling” we have going on? No of course not. And for those of you who think I’m an idiot think about it like this:
When a boy breaks your heart you say something like “never again”
Or when a person is getting a tattoo they promise not to put themselves through that pain again but eventually the pain fades and they do it again. You do something again and again because the pain fades and you miss what happens before. All the passion you experience. Even though you know how it’s going to end you can’t help but to enjoy the ride until it crashes. And then you do it over again and again and again…and again.