Was I ever afraid?
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Last published Sat, Mar 19, 2016
~A Phanfiction~
Dan Howell had always been afraid of the huge dark forest that is behind his house. That was until he met Phil. Phil helps Dan to come to terms with a lot of things in his life, and he finds himself falling for this boy that was never supposed to be more than someone that moved to his street. Can Phil help Dan see that the there is more to the world than being afraid of things you don't know?
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