Stories I Will Never Write || Personal Paragraphs || #Wattys2016

the last time you left there was a part of me that was so sunken and in vein that I could barely handle myself.

i wanted to leave.

there was no place for me here.

but the collateral damage would have been too much and the pain that lingered behind me as I drop into this hell would have ended up burning you instead.

as much as I wanted to die I held on to a little once of hope that everything would be okay.

but truth be told I wish I wouldn't have.

these feelings for you will never fade and these choices I've made will never be the right ones.

but I know with you by my side everything will be okay, until I don't have you by my side.

until I don't have you in my grasp and then, then I won't be okay and I'll have to leave.

so I have to leave.