Dear Diary: The Break Up(One-shot story)

I thought you'll be the person who will stand with me in front of the altar, saying our vows.
I thought you'll be the person I'll sleep beside with.
I thought you'll be the person who'll hug me every time I'm having a bad day.
I thought you'll be the last person I'll see before i sleep, and the first person I'll see when I open my eyes.
I thought you'll be the last person that I'll ever love.
I thought what we had was true.
I thought what we had was a fairytale.
Maybe everything that I thought were just "thoughts". Thoughts made up by my stupid mind. Making myself believe that we'll have our own happily ever after,
or maybe you made me believe that we're meant for each other.
You made me believe the lies that you created.
You made me believe of the "love" that you have for me. I was the reason behind your smile. I was the person who made you laugh. And you know what's the most painful part? It's when I see you go on with your life, having fun, laughing around with your friends,
While I'm stuck.
I'm drowning.
I'm stranded and I have no one to help me get through.
I'm sinking and I have no hand to hold me, because the only person that I thought would help me,
just left.

Words by Denise Yssabel