Asher actually believed that the world was against him. He really did. His whole life he's been seen as nothing more than a mistake. Asher was 15 with short brown hair, and orange eyes. Not Amber. Orange. Eyes that viewed 15 years of misery. His father would get into moods where he would break things and hurt Asher. Frequently. Yelling how he was disgrace and a waste of good life.