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I'm Lonely And It's Been That Way For a Long Time

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Reads 68
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Delilah  Matthews, a 19-year-old hopeless romantic, has been searching for Mr.Right her entire life, but the man she has her eyes on is a little out of her league, and anxiety has grabbed her life by wrist too. 

Can she overcome this weakness?

Will her story end with a smile?

Who knows...

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