insecurities

"You only make my insecurities die for a bit. Then they come rushing back to the surface. My insecurities will never go away permanently. Only for a little while. That's one of the bad things about being me,I feel the need to worry about eating less in front of people so I don't look fat and dressing nice. That's why i have makeup on all the time. It's to cover up my ugliness. I wear a jacket or long sleeved shirt to cover up my nasty scar covered arms. I wear baggy clothes to cover up the fat on my stomach. "
his heart jumped out of his chest. he came to realise that every time she told him that she was fine, it was a lie. she wasn't fine. and he was determined to help her be happy and laugh and be full of life again. "I love you." he said