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The Dead Girl with a Heartbeat: Inside my Mind

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Follow the journal entries in the life of a girl from age twelve to age fifteen. The awful ups and downs of her life caused her to become weak, and self harm. Eventually she tried to kill herself. She moves from place to place, hospital to hospital, just searching for an answer to find happiness and be normal for once. It won't be as easy as she thought.All Rights Reserved

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