♡Loving You Kills♡
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Angel: It hurts. All these cuts and bruises that cover my body. I wish i could stop. But it feels so good at the same time. I cant stop. Cutting brings me pain and joy. And so does he. Blake. Blake: she doesnt stop. She cant. I wish she would though. Shes so beautiful. So quiet. Not quiet enough for me not to know how much she is in pain. I wanna help her. But she wont let me. Why?
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