Suicidal ➵ Larry Stylinson
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Last published Sun, May 7, 2017
"Why do you want to kill yourself?" Harry asked cautiously, watching as Louis' frown slowly turned into a grin.
"Why don't you want to kill yourself?" He asked, tilting his head to the side and watching Harry's reaction.
Harry took a deep breath before answering, "So I can live."
Louis laughed, "I want to kill myself so I can die."
In that moment Harry realized something, Louis was broken beyond repair. However, he was never going to give up on trying to put his broken pieces back together.
Warnings: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, attempted suicide, etc.
Please know what I do not, in any way, encourage self harm or suicide.
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