Broken Roses
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Love is bad, Depression is Worse. You have a hard life, battling depression almost every day, thoughts of suicide. But underneath all of that, you are a girl who is in love with Alex Dorame, and Johnnie Guilbert. Who will you choose? And will who you choose be a good thing?
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